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Writer's pictureMelissa Moskau

Difficult News

Hey Family and Friends,


Last time I posted, I was waiting to have a PET scan to determine more information about the lymph node that was spotted on previous tests. I had the scan and the area of concern, (a lymph node) located left of the pectoralis muscle adjacent to the rib cage, lit up brightly indicating cancer. When compared to the CAT scan done three weeks earlier, this node has increased in size already. All this has happened while being on a large dose of oral chemo daily. The last four and a half years has been a struggle with chemotherapy. I've had numerous treatments; and most of the time, they have been non-effective. Therefore, we know chemo does not work for me. The doctor has taken me off the oral medication.


I have had surgeries to remove cancerous lymph nodes in the past, but the location of this spot does not make it an option this time. The cancer is leaning on the vein that goes up my left arm, under the collar bone, and connects to the heart. It's called the subclavian vein. It is almost three inches deep in my chest. My surgeon says a biopsy, much less, surgery to remove this would be extremely "risky" because of the location and potential of not being able to control bleeding. Having this malignant lymph node does indicate that the cancer is progressing.


My oncologist has consulted with MD Anderson, and both were in agreement that immunotherapy would be the best treatment. Keytruda is the drug I will be taking through my port starting this coming Monday (March 22). I will have a treatment once every three weeks. This therapy is suppose to charge up the immune system. I'm thankful that this option exists and certainly wanting it to reduce cancer in my body.


I need you to pray for some things. Charles Spurgeon once said, "no one can do me a truer kindness in this world than to pray for me." I feel exactly the same way. Here are some specific needs. Please pray for:


---God's will to be done in my life for His glory (whatever that may be)

---Healing from cancer

---The immunotherapy treatment to work for me (that it would kill cancer and I would have minimal side effects).

---Peace, joy, and to know the presence of the Lord

---My Mom, my Dad, family

---Wisdom for doctors as they treat me and make the best decisions for my health

---Opportunities to encourage and share the gospel with those whom I come into contact


My hope during this journey is in the Lord. Because of Him, I do not despair. I don't know what the future holds, but I have full assurance that the Lord is in control and working for His glory and my good in my life. He has placed a great team of doctors and medical personnel in my life, and I am grateful for them.


One of my favorite songs/hymns turns fifty this year. It basically says it all for me:

"God sent His Son. They called Him Jesus. He came to love, heal, and forgive.

He bled and died to buy my pardon. An empty grave is there to prove my Savior lives.

Because He lives, I can face tomorrow. Because He lives, all fear is gone. Because I know He holds the future. And, life is worth the living just because He lives."



Grace & Peace,


Melissa




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brittfamily4
Mar 26, 2021

Sending (((hugs))) and prayers.....God has this!

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graytoni39
Mar 19, 2021

Praying that the peace of God that surpasses all understanding will guard your heart and mind today. We thank and praise God for his faithfulness.

Be Blessed,


Jackie

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graytoni39
Mar 18, 2021

Melissa, you are a true blessing and warrior for Christ. God is a way maker , miracle worker, promise keeper and light in the darkness! My God, that is who he is! Keep speaking his promises and I am lifting you in prayer daily! Stay encouraged.

Jackie Gray

(Bobbie’s Manager)

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davidsneed683
Mar 17, 2021

Melissa, With lots of love, my prayers for you continue, sharing the requests you have shared here.

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