Hey Friends and Family,
I know I am overdue bringing you an update. It has been a busy three months. Last time I posted, I gave an update that a new lymph node with cancer was found. Because of its placement, it's inoperable. (Feel free to check out the previous post. The conclusion is after all the chemo I have had, it simply does not help to destroy cancer). With the advice of MD Anderson and my oncologist, I began an immunotherapy drug called Keytruda three months ago. With four treatments finished, I have a Pet Scan scheduled to determine if immunotherapy is working to shrink the cancer. The last three weeks have been particularly rough with the immunotherapy treatments. I have had stomach symptoms that have led me to the hospital for fluids. There has also been a lot of fatigue and exhaustion associated with it.
Recently the doctors discovered I have lymphedema in my left arm. This is a swelling in my left arm that is uncomfortable, tight, and points to a larger problem. I have been using this arm for the past four and a half years for blood pressure checks, shots, needles, etc. (after the radical mastectomy on my right side compromised that arm. Since my last surgery eleven months ago, the arm has proven compromised in the last few months. In some places my left arm is three inches larger than my right. I am thankful to beginning therapy with an occupational therapist who specializes in cancer who will be working with me twice a week (on Mondays and Thursdays) to lessen the tightness and swelling in my arm.
It is so wonderful to be back with my church family. Today, after the service, my Pastor Matt and his wife, Elaine, sat with Mama and me. We held hands as our Pastor prayed for us: the pet scan, the stressful week ahead, and for us to know the peace and presence of the Lord. I'm so thankful for that time. I know that you are probably one who prays for me also, and I cannot thank you enough. People ask me all the time what they can do for me. I always say, "your prayers mean everything."
I walk into this week with a lot of unknowns. Thursday morning (June 10) is my Pet Scan. We have no idea what the results will be: if there will be shrinkage of cancer, no cancer spots, or more cancer. However, I walk into this week with absolute certainty that the Lord knows it all; and, He alone is good. Romans 8:28 is a promise I cling to. I strive to live in it everyday. "And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose." This verse does not mean that we will not suffer in this life. But for those who are followers of Jesus, God's working for our good. That means He is shaping us to be more and more like Christ. He is in control of it all. I have learned that I trust Him more and lean on Him much more during the hard times. I give Him great glory for all He is doing in and through me. "O for grace to trust Him more."
Grace & Peace,
Melissa
Thank you for your update, Melissa. I stand with you today in prayer. I stand trusting Him for you with you. And yes, Oh for grace to trust Him more. Love you, amazing lady!